A gain:
Been degraded, exploited, NOT celebrated,Saturated with self hatred
Jill Scott- Thickness
I looked in the mirror the other night, and I kept starring. Turned away, then found myself looking back again, again, again.... A gain of self-hatred. I am on this journey to find self love, however it’s quite the difficult pilgrimage. Searching to find happiness in a cave of blackened memories and trembling waters. Happiness: a fictitious place one strives to reach in the moment, in the measure and the mind. What I’m trying to say is that we try to reach happiness in the moment that exist now, as well as what will come. Some consider happiness with fortune and fame, but we all want the comfort of finding happiness within ourselves; our mind. Lately, I have been looking in the mirror over and over again. A gain of self-love has been reflecting back at me and it feels good to smile.
To smile and to love that smile
To smile and feel that smile
To smile and almost taste that smile
I’ve always been my own worst critic. But now I am trying to take this negative energy and mold it into something more congruent. Transcend the expectations and become confident in myself, is my goal on this search for self-love. Honestly, I have not gotten too far. I told myself that I was there, landed and settled. Not true. I really have just begun by telling myself that there is a need for change. Coming to this conclusion has only resulted in positive outcomes and a galaxy of much more.
posted by Liber8Lyph @ 12:44 PM
1 Comments:
that is cool man. hey we recently discussed this topic. i told you that you have a lot going on for yourself. take some true and that and run with it. i can tell you, as well as others but you have to see things for yourself and lover yourself. it is so fitting that this is your post. i have been writing a post on self-love called who do you love but i have yet to release it. i think i need to step my game up on that. at least now you recognize your smile - that is a start!
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