I am heavy....
But i am strong enough, to carry him...He ain't heavy, He's my brother
His wealth-fare is my concern
No burden is he...
Family is such a comforting place for me. It is where I call home and my place of solitude. It is they, that make me laugh and allow me to be myself. They know me as jazz, that too cool kat with an old soul. They appreciate my kindness and settled attitude, my strive for success and justice. They know my mind to be creative and yet clear, steady, stable and ready to make moves. I love my kin. They are loud and funny and are there when ever you need them. Why can't I open up to strangers this same way. Let others know the real me like my family does. I feel like they will judge me, you know how judgmental society is. Can I live!
Become an established artist
Read a book
Make new friends
Use my creativity to my advantage
Talk...Damn it!
Establish a comfortable place with myself
Love myself
Want more from myself
BE MYSELF!
Im starting to do this new thing with my life. Not sure if it's for me though. I used to hate people like this!
Should I be happy now?
I cannot handle myself at times. I can't carry the weight of my anxiety, pressure, and over analyzing behavior. I am heavy!

3 Comments:
Of course you should be bappy! You've made an amazing accomplishment...striving to be you! That's great man and it really causes for a celebration! Congrats!
Coming Into Reality,
-Jamal
be happy...it makes your like that much easier...even during tought times, make the most out of the situation.
Man, I feel you! I have been known for having problems with anxiety, pressure, and over analyzing behavior. Sometimes we have to face the facts! And just let go, and Let GOD direct you into your path of success! You know what's the problem, so now it's time to do something about it!
I believe in you! You should too!
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