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Welcome,

I cordially invite you to a new world of mine; a challenged filled, almost intangible world. A world where the end is never near and the beginning is further away; I welcome you.

Well it’s been two days since I first moved in. It has been an adventure of its own I must say. I was all nervous and simply blown away by the idea of me venturing through a new territory. I was so comfortable where I was at last year, and I keep asking myself why the hell I did this. I had massive friends and everyone knew my name. It was great! But now that I look at it, this will become an experience of a lifetime. I will learn how to deal with things and not sweat the small stuff and like my father would say, everything is small stuff. With that said I guess I am somewhat happy I made this change. I met and exchanged numbers with three people today. Highly impressive, I must add. Looks like things won’t be as bad as they seem (or as I make it seem) I felt like the world was going to literally end once transferred to this new college. However, by taking the advice of some really good people 4real, Quaheem, Smiling, my close friends back home and my family, thank you for telling me the truth.

I’m sitting here in my room while my white fraternity home made roommate listens to easy jazz on his earphones and munch on rice cakes. If only I opened up to tell him that I too, like jazz, and that he can play it aloud. I kept telling myself to be someone different when I got here, and just talk. Be that annoying ass kid that talked too fucking much and got on your last nerves but yet you loved because they amused the hell out of you. Yeah that kid! But that failed…again. So it looks like I will still be that quiet not quite black (maybe Spanish or Dominican), yet really cute, innocent, mysterious young kid. The world will never know how I truly feel or what I really want to say unless they read what I write. Writing…the only way I know how to really express myself.

Just a thought…

I consist of three colors Blue, Green, and Black
Blue = Easy, Mind heavy, Beautiful, Energy
Green = Envy, Power, progression, GO!
Black = Mysterious, Solid, Endless, Black


My life right now, feels like a bad episode of Fresh Prince of Bel Air meets A Different World duct tapped to a Boondocks comic strip. How does that taste?

posted by Liber8Lyph @ 7:10 PM