Sunday, April 16, 2006

Random thoughts...

This world that we live in is so strange; grabing you by your pinky toe and swinging you against the tide. One thing about life, is that you can never predict what well happen next, who will step out or into your life, who will die, or where you will be when whatever happens. As I twirl around this globe with my pinky toe sore to the touch, i begin to wonder why on earth am I here. It seems as if whatever I do seems to change direction. Nothing is wrong with it, I am just tired of these ill-directions. i guess thats life! Moreover, i know where I am heading to. So no matter the paths that I take, the only thing that matters is if i get to my destination or not. Believe me.I WILL GET THERE!

This morning I got dumped. He told me that he got bored. He was tired of not seeing me often since he resides in Philly and I in CT. He never tried to make it work. He waited untill I would come back to New Jersey. he never tried to come see me in CT. He must have cheated on me. He might have lied to me. He said he really liked me. I choose to believe him. Maybe he is back with his ex. Maybe I wasnt cute enough. Maybe I wasn't man enough. Maybe I'm tripping and just need to move on. I got to much goin for myself to let someone else throw me off track. Fuck him!

I am just tired of this seasonal love affairs that keep having me on this crazy roller coster of emotions. I really thought that this one would work. but fuck him too.

On the other hand, things are looking kind of sweet. My family has begun our Art business. Look out for us, because we are coming out BIG! Things are slowly coming together, so the future looks bright.

1 Comments:

At 6:22 AM, Blogger N4R said...

Sorry to hear about your recent break up. Like you said - FUCK HIM!!! You are good man. Just stick to the positive aspects like the new business. As talented as you are you will do just fine man.

 

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