You have now entered the world of Lyph...

Its 2006

I find myself in love with myself, just for being myself at times, yet i wonder who will love me if i didnt love myself any other time.

Well enough with love and now its time for me, I guess. Its not that easy to get out of a relationship, but i tell you that love will make you a stronger person. However, I think I am goin to begin this road to over achievement, because for some reason i feel the need to grab attention. I am goin do something BIG in 2006. School year started off with a weak mind but now a 3.5 GPA. *Clap for me! I am challenging myself to bring that shit up to a 4.0. Clap for me! Anyway, I somehow want to make an impact on someone or something either it be a child, adult, or organization. Once school starts up I am goin to build more friendships, try and re-establish the NAACP chapter of my school, begin mentoring or tutoring children, or just help out at a local soup kitchen. I have decided that I spend too much time wondering what it would be like to do something rather that just doing it. So this year of 2006, my moto is JUST fucking DO IT! Clap for me! I am also applying for this RFA position at my school which will pay for my room and board and land me a single (that means no more fucking roomates). This year is to focus on myself. In the summer I will be returning to my internship in philly, which i cant wait to see what they have in store for me, and I will also be turning the BIG 21! Clap for me! And dont forget that important national date June 21! I no longer have to ask someone to buy me a drink or tell people i cant go becasue im not 21. This summer I also hope to purchase a new car, and a new lifestyle. I want to break free from this shy, not outgoing person that we all have learned to love. I want to challenge myself to the highest degree (well almost). 2006 looks bright as of now. I hope no one or nothing comes along and ruins shit for me.

The sh!t

Isaac's talk show is the best thing ever (clap for him)
The boondocks makes me glad to say I am Black
I hope either the black chic or the asian girl from Project Runway wins
Love sucks
BET is moving up
The corner is the truth
I love Macs and Ipods
Its 2006 yall

Nalij

posted by Liber8Lyph @ 10:06 PM 2 comments

Damn love. Just when you think you got it by its tail, it seems to slip right through your fingertips. You can taste it,, touch it, crave it and behold its undenying vulnerabilty. Love....Damnit.

I asked you to treat me good this time, I thought that we were cool now. It was a whole 2 years since the last time we spoke. Why would you do this to me now? I thought we were friends now. I know, I did you wrong before, but come on love... it wasn't right. What am I to do now? After all I was willing to give up for this boy and then you come along and make things five times more difficult. love, the next time i begin to care for someone please just leave me alone, let it come naturaly. It seems as if you almost force yourself on me at times. Its stressful and painful. Love this make a bet. When I need you, I'll call for you otherwise just leave me the fuck alone.

P.S. Thanks for the passion marks on his neck...shows me how much he really loved me!

posted by Liber8Lyph @ 4:45 PM 1 comments