Sunday, May 21, 2006

Who is he?

I hate the way he smiles, and sometimes he does this thing with his eyes. He judges everyone, but when the judging is on him shit isn’t as funny. He lies and has this obese obsession with design. I must admit, he is intelligent, determined, and ambitious: however, he has no life. He has no hobbies, yet plenty of dreams. At times he gets in these moods where he needs no one and wants no one, yet needs everyone to pay him attention. He is very complex in everyway imaginable. He thinks he is ugly, but I think it’s his way of fishing for compliments. Attention he wants but at the same time he doesn’t need it. A Gemini at heart and Cancer by nature, he prowls this earth determined to make everyone see things his way. This stubborn man loves me. He makes me smile when I’m ready to give up on life. Somehow he knows how to make my worst day better by just making me laugh. Even though I hate his shy behavior around strangers, he makes me feel comfortable. He’s artistic, he’s suave, clever and comedic. Although he is everything I need I still hate his smile, or the way the fork scraps the edge of his teeth as he eats. I hate his lack of social skills, or lack of self-confidence. I hate the way he acts like he knows everything. I hate how he laughs. I hate his mood swigs. I hate his morning breath. I hate his hair. I hate his back. I hate the color of his teeth, the way he walks, his dialect, his confidence, his humbleness, I hate him most because he is ME.

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