Yes... (random info)
After all the complaining and crying I did over the sittuation of this school, I must admit...I am the shit! Things always turn out to be okay, but i have always been the type to worry over everything. However, The art school that I attend requires the visual communications department to hand in a yearly portfolio. For Juniors you must recieve a b- or higher for seniors u need a b+ or higher. Well this year in the Junior review I recieved the second highest grade. Mind you I am a first year transfer. I came in this bitch and took over! I was .02 points away from being the TOP of the junior class. Next year I gotta hold it down. AND I WILL!
Random thoughts...
This world that we live in is so strange; grabing you by your pinky toe and swinging you against the tide. One thing about life, is that you can never predict what well happen next, who will step out or into your life, who will die, or where you will be when whatever happens. As I twirl around this globe with my pinky toe sore to the touch, i begin to wonder why on earth am I here. It seems as if whatever I do seems to change direction. Nothing is wrong with it, I am just tired of these ill-directions. i guess thats life! Moreover, i know where I am heading to. So no matter the paths that I take, the only thing that matters is if i get to my destination or not. Believe me.I WILL GET THERE!
This morning I got dumped. He told me that he got bored. He was tired of not seeing me often since he resides in Philly and I in CT. He never tried to make it work. He waited untill I would come back to New Jersey. he never tried to come see me in CT. He must have cheated on me. He might have lied to me. He said he really liked me. I choose to believe him. Maybe he is back with his ex. Maybe I wasnt cute enough. Maybe I wasn't man enough. Maybe I'm tripping and just need to move on. I got to much goin for myself to let someone else throw me off track. Fuck him!
I am just tired of this seasonal love affairs that keep having me on this crazy roller coster of emotions. I really thought that this one would work. but fuck him too.
On the other hand, things are looking kind of sweet. My family has begun our Art business. Look out for us, because we are coming out BIG! Things are slowly coming together, so the future looks bright.
He will
He will
Because the bible told me so
the story shall be bold and heavy.
Their backs shall crack with blood
and run down the base of your hips.
Your smiles shall be washed into soul music.
The bible told me...
Because the night will be champaign in tone
it will fall on the tip of your ego,
freeze and stand attention.
The source is in some sort of forth dimension.
I know this because I read.
I also know the world is flat.
How do you think we can obtain this low standard of life...
Because the bible told you so?
This dream shall be bigger than life itself
maximize the force three times its own weight
stronger than hate, more forceful than the passion of Christ
the fear of heights, the clearance which any idea can surpass.
This dream, this forearm of my thoughts, the charge of life, the core of sight.
This dream is the reason why he loves me. Not because the bible told he might.
Nalij
copy written (so don't copy me)
